I am no good

at saying goodbye.

for once i am the one who is watching people leave. it's a strange thing... learning to live life. some days i just want time to stop. i want everything to be still so that i can catch up and take a deep breath. but life goes on, there is constant motion. whether i'm ready for it or not, it just keeps going.

anyway, i start work tomorrow. i am rather unemotional about it... well, i do wish i had another few days of rest before working, but it will be okay. just finished watching saving private ryan. yup.