happy neighbor mom

is not very happy at all. she yells at her kids every night. i do not love my neighbor.

i have been irritated all day.

having friends is not easy. loving is not easy. life is not easy. today i feel the burden of discipleship. apparently discipling someone is not easy. it makes me wonder, why does God pick the dummies all the time? i do not have what it takes to do what He asks of me... but i guess that's how i will come to realize that His grace is sufficient and His power is made perfect in my weakness...

to top off my irritating day, i can't bake muffins because i don't have any milk and it's too late to go to the store... i really had my heart set on baking muffins. =(