today...

time and space feels like an enemy...

oatmeal chocolate chip cookies will never be the same. nope. never. never. ever. oh poo...

sometimes i think the hardest part of living life is keeping a dream alive. allowing God to do as he pleases and still having the hope that some of what you want will be good for you (whatever "good for you" means). it's not just about knowing what you want... it's about having the courage to either pursue it or wait for it. hope is a frightening thing. life just scares me...