the on going battle

of doing dishes... there's no stopping it really. and i'm poor. i can't afford no stinkin' apt with a dishwasher. i am the dishwasher! boy, God wasn't kidding about being faithful in the little things...

"stay the course," he says to me. it finally occurred to me what he meant by that. faithfulness is the means by which we ought to live our lives. seeing things to completion with the utmost integrity.

"you're wishing your life away," he says to me as i sat there hoping to be somewhere else... always hoping to be somewhere else... today, i am choosing to be here. i am choosing to live courageously.