nemesis

every super hero has one... mine is a particular species that live in my kitchen... the inferno ants! i must admit they are quite superior when it comes to persistence. they roam around on the counter in search for a morsel that was overlooked by yours truly. oh, the pain of discovering multitude of ants in what was thought of as a clean kitchen!!! the shine, the sparkle of my once clean counters, now overtaken by ants!!! the war continues...

raid has become my best friend.

anyway...

this is solitude in all it's beauty.

sometimes i feel like a pink rose in the middle of a beach. my beauty, meaningless. my splendor, unseen. my wisdom, nonexistent... compare to my majestic King.

the grass withers, the flower fades, but the word of our God will stand forever. - Isaiah 40:8

welcome to the real world

where most of your decisions are wrong... or at least have ridiculous consequences.

there is a comfort to being an insomniac. the comfort of avoiding the sunrise... somehow, if i manage to stay awake morning will never come... and who wants tomorrow to come anyway? all that entail is decisions decisions decisions.

my brother named his daughter "joyful wisdom" in chinese. i pray that would be true in her life. the sins of our fathers will not be passed down onto the next generation. God's grace will cover us.